sondi life as an adult

as an adult rastafarain women or lady [sondi] myself i pray everyday of my life that my god and spiritaul healer would close my eyes and to say [no] that i will refuse to believe that i was an abandoned orphan or homeless girl with no food or money to eat i refuse to be called disabled or give my personal life away all for nothing.i sondi studied at pinelands high school for many and through these years i have always been a loner always on my own i dont enjoy spreading my personal space with others [girls or boys]because of my personal privacy and comfort timezones,im a blessed rastafarian women with spiritual believes of my own religion,i find it hard to publish such mindful opportunities for their is no [respect] towards myself i dont need a another person to respect me or tell me who i am suppose to be for the world i live is peace respect and love towards myself.i loved smoking cigarettes[addict]favourite tv channel [topbilling]it reminds me who i always was[think]i miss my high school pinelands high school i will still always be at pinelands high school that weird lonely girl who always walked alone at school.ive tremendously grown as an adult children [think]its nice when they make fun of adults or destroy their personal relationships,so theirfore i refuse to be a partnership in any of organisations or sponsorship towards these streetkids who have [nothing]and will never have [nothing]because of who are and became as grown ups[sondithebeautifullonelyme]its my own freedom this goes out to all the children at pinelands high school stand and be strong but not against the weather.rastaafianpeacesondi.